I just wrote it dear.. )':

did stupid again, I made he dissapointed for twice, maybe more than twice.
uhh, I regret.
really regret to made he late to studied..
and wasn't his fault if now he angry to me, didn't send me a message. even just one message.
I couldn't sleep, I was waitting.. since 00.00

it wasn't his fault, cause I who always make a fault in our rellationship.
haha, I really stupid to love someone..
and I very smart to make someone dissapointed ):




I just wanna told you dear,
please, forgive me.
I know, I'm very stupid.
I didn't know what the different about '8 a.m' and '8 p.m'
so damn. badly.
and made you angry like that.
so stupid. I'm stupid.

I really sorry honey..
until morning I couldn't sleep, I just waited you.


If a donkey make mistake just a twice, and me more than twice or third..
so what am I?

if I a junkies, if you my heroin

this day I feel same like usual..
I feel lonely but not too.
maybe cause I miss him.. hihi, wheter last sunday I met him, but I don't know.. I want everyday together with him .

is this drugs?
is he my heroin?
why I feel so addicted?
why I feel sick without him?
oh gosh, maybe I fall into the deepest love..
too deep until I can't reach my self.

well, if I a junkies I'll never want back to normal condition..
if I a junkies, I won't recover from my ill..
Cause I can't live without 'my heroin'
I can't live without you, E.S.T.S

little letter for you, who fill this heart ♥

no matter if I feel tired, even I feel so empety, without you here.. I'll always believing my heart,
I believe someone inside never give his love to another one,
another girl.

cause we are trying to know how to love and tobe loved..
we are trying to know, how to share and complete each other.

sorry if I always hurting you beib, I'm too stupid to love someone..
to loving you.
But I sure I'll never let you go, I keep it.

hey, you are the first..
and my last one,
E.S.T.S (:

and make it more exsist

hehe..
update again (:
i'm gonna back to blogging, back to writing, and back to dreaming
now, i'm in eleven science one..
science class, i think it's gona be cool (:
everyday we learn about science, math, chemical and many other. sure it's hard but i think from science we can more appriciate about this earth, about our body, about nature, and we can learn how big Allah's possession, so we thank for it.

and i promise this blog will be exsist, and keep all on

see you arround