if I a junkies, if you my heroin

this day I feel same like usual..
I feel lonely but not too.
maybe cause I miss him.. hihi, wheter last sunday I met him, but I don't know.. I want everyday together with him .

is this drugs?
is he my heroin?
why I feel so addicted?
why I feel sick without him?
oh gosh, maybe I fall into the deepest love..
too deep until I can't reach my self.

well, if I a junkies I'll never want back to normal condition..
if I a junkies, I won't recover from my ill..
Cause I can't live without 'my heroin'
I can't live without you, E.S.T.S